Things were bad but they are starting to get better. I got the new three days grace cd life starts now. That was the start of it all. After that there has been no news of my dad wich is good because i want to forget his existence for now. I am the crocodile in Peter Pan, our schools musical. NOt just Peter Pan, modernized, updated, phycadelic PETER PAN!!! I reallly want all my friends to come and see it no matter how much you hate the kids in it or how lame you think musicals are. Dont get mad at me either if i start disapearing soon, it wont be for long, just till the musicals over. I spent all this month worrying and wondering what i get to do and how i get to participate in this new version of Peter Pan but now I'm excited.

and i have been writing a lot lately, my book chasing the wind has made great progress for being the school year but i havent written a decent song or poem in forever.

"Cause life starts now, youve done all the things that could kill you some how and your so far down, but you will survive some how, cause life starts NOW!"